This morning I was able for the first time to get the middle sized dilator inside of me in under twenty seconds with absolutely no pain. I was striving for tomorrow so I am one day ahead of my mark. I am so happy this milestone has been met and in a few days will move on to the last and largest size dilator.

I keep thinking that I should buy stock in lubrication jelly as I go through a four once tube everyday along with a fair amount of paper towels.